because i don't have anything to do now

i feel like writing bout our bento project

today is my turn. i woke up at 1.30 am just to make bihun goreng

waaa i feel like a devoted friend haha

nah, acah je..actually i knocked off early last night

so when i ter-woke up at 1, i couldn't bring myself to continue sleeping

so, instead of wasting time doing nothing, i better get moving

and now, i already finished cooking

but its already past my sleep time

things need to be done today

1. need to seek a doctor.. well my lymph nodes seem to be showing abnormalities but i don't have fever, malaise or anything strange
2. do the lab work.. haih this one really la.. and i'll be doing baseplate and wax rim today.. what a tiresome works. oh before that, i have to pour some stone to the master cast to make the base.

ok basically this 2 are the major things need to be done.. wish me luck

short update

i once ranted about how i dont really like children

and how i was too scared to even enter the pediatric clinic.

and now, alhamdulillah.. i manage to survive, so far..

hope things will get even better

i start doing the complete denture this sem..

after such a barely survive 1st sem..

i hope my denture going well,

even when i look at the cast, i already figure it out..

this is going to be a hard case

i want to be more rajin this sem

but so far, 1 and 1/2 week after the new sem began

nothing much have changed

i already got my new ipod

ipod nano 5th gen, purple in colour

kak anis said, my ipod looks like cadbury

tq to sykin

ok..i just bought 3 books

which exactly means, i 'ter' use my march pocket money

and there are 5 more days to say bye-bye to feb..

haih, i should really manage my budget la..

i didnt regret buying the books, but..

i should be really careful next time, note to myself

for money saving

we decided to make bento

we take our turn to make bento

today was my 1st turn doing the bento

i did sausages wrapped in tortilla bread

so we dont have to buy and wasting money unnecessarily

its money saving, aite?

tomorrow i hope my patient come to the clinic

continue the root canal treatment

i will call her tomorrow morning

root canal treatment is such a lengthy procedure

we need to do 2 to 3 appointments to finish

i really should stop now

i will update when i want to..

till then, jaa

new sem begin

today is the 1st day of 2nd semester. 5 weeks winter break seems not enough. there were so much things need to be done during the break but unfortunately, i didn't. i spent the 1st 2 weeks in my room, doing nothing except wasting times. haha. as if i have nothing to worry about. and the 3rd week, i went to syria. and the last 2 weeks, i spent them in egypt. and so, my 5 weeks winter break ended without me doing all the things need to be done. i need to sort out all the notes before classes and clinics begin. but then again, there's no use regretting now since i am the one at fault for failing to manage my holiday. but nonetheless, i am not that regret (just a little) since i have a wonderful and worthy holiday.

What a day...

sigh..what a day. today was my 1st exam after almost 2 months without any exams. i could say i am disappointed with the outcome. despite all the struggles, i am disappointed. the thing is, i didn't even know where did i wronged. 2nd thing happened today, i lost my precious mp3 and headphone. haih~

regarding the exam, maybe i did not give it my best yet. maybe. and about my lost mp3, should i aim for ipod instead?

winter kembali lagi

its winter again.. a very unbright low productive season. the only good thing bout winter is winter sale which i got no time to go whilst juggling with exams.

good things dat happen before today :

1.duet da masok
2.patient brosto da ad ( ku i really wish u dpt dis nxt week)
3.im havin 2 weeks rest from cons
4.went shopping like gile aftr dpt duet
5.2pm is back.so nisa we're back in bisnes.

n of coz the unpleasnt things :

1.exams!!
2.tgk cite2 antu y x takot slps pnt donlod ( n i really mean cite2,plural!)
3. xdpt jwb soklan brosto ngn baek
4.missing my family
5.knowing my close friend lost his bro n his ayh is saket. (it hurts dat i couldnt do anythng)
6.me having same routine everyday.

owh ye, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BROTHER FAISAL.sorry kakak cant be there to bg hadiah.well dats a good side of duduk jaoh.hehe.may u have all happiness in the world n God bless!

been a month

it has been a month since then, me being a clinical student. i'm still hanging there. a lot to learn. a lot to practice. a lot to endure.

tired, yet interesting. i met many types of people, came in and out of the clinic. i met an ammu who promised me to be my patient, yet he didn't come (broke my heart, of course). my first patient of cons was very cooperative, i'm glad. n still i need to improve more on my arabic. to speak to children, it ain't that easy...

a lot of things happened. to be asked suddenly by doctor to explain how to give a mandibular anesthesia (my bad, came to clinic empty-minded). cried in prostho clinic in front of doctors (silly as it is sound, but yeah it happened). handed over my paedi patient to my arab friend because i was not ready to talk to children.

but then, while i am typing and re-reading this entry, i am smiling. i hope many more good things to come. off while smiling~