banyak sudah berubah.

oo gosh da lame x mnapak disini.kecik ati blog diabaikan sebegini rupa.sorry blog saye suke twitter lg skarang.a lot da berubah.sgt bnyk.biggest change i am now no longer a STUDENT!ye bukn lg budk JUST atopon pmegang scholar JPA atopon dental student.saye da ade DEGREE.huruf bsar lmbang sush payah y kami hadapi nk genggam ijazah tu.(wlpon time grad x genggam scroll sbb die petak).ini juga bermkna da x payah nk sebok2 kecoh2 komplain psl joden dan y seangkatan dgnnye lg.

bnyk da brubah.

blk msia duduk ngn mk ayah.xboleh liar sgt..rse sgt tpelihara.ckop mkn pakai.wlpon jpa da xbg duet tp poket x kering..sayanng abah :D...lantas tros mls mahu bkrja cause its too much to handle compare to easy breezy life now..induksi jgn cpt sgt.nk raye pueh2 dolu..ok medical check up pn xbuek lg nk induksi pe bondo nye haa..adoiii

seyes mcm2 sudah tukar

bce blk entry lame2 tgh2 mlm ni rse dri sdikit matang.dolu asal tulis entry sume psl sushnye blaja.da hbs da poon weeiiiii.tharu.wlpon ad few entries y i cant really remember the feelings at that time,few people i dont really remember nowadays or i just dont want to,those were experiences.great or not.

kn da ckp a lot da brubah

ade y da nk jd bini org mcm org tu,ade y da nk ade lesen,ade y dah ade lesen btahun baru nk bwk kete,ade y xreti nk keep in touch dgn org len,ade y nk move on with new life n forget the past,ade mcm2 ade.sukeati den.

ye robe kami x cantik.

owh prasaan da blk msia.1 word.bebas.free from all the things that i've been waiting to put wayyyyy behind.seriously.seronok.hrp tlg jgn sebok idop org lg.

tp sdikit sadis akibat rakan2 y sudah bkerja n hnye bcuti diujong minggu!

p/s:buat anda tlg jgn ckp anda suke saye skrg.nnt saye lari.ayat sgt prasaan.tp seyes ni!!

p/s/s:esok tman org nk btunang shopping.

p/s/s/s:cepatla raye.mau jmp sume org.

p/s/s/s/s:ye smakin better at memaking kereta merah itu.saya sayang awak.

REVIEWS.

these are reviews done y a reviewer while reviewing things that she never reviewed before.

1. MOVIES MELAYU

owh aim kali ni mahu tgk cite melayu.kbetulan bnyk plak cite antu kuar.so of those that i watched :

DAMPING MALAM
super boring.story of a wife y amik pendamping utk jge keselamatn family.but none scene y scary pon..siap nguap2 lg..n the story line pn mcm x phm sgt.so not really satisfied la with this cerita.owh dlm cinema time tgk cite ni ade 3 org saje.me,my bro n sorg akak y we both harap die tu manusia la.macho gilos tgk cte antu sorg2.ingt kt joden je cinema kosong..
fav quote: sebaik2 jin adelah sejahat2 manusia. simple tp sering dilupekan...

(pic can be deceiving!)

KHURAFAT
hurmm film by syamsul yusoff..its better.ade la jgk jerit2.n the ending was unexpected.so boleh laa.story psl a newly wed couple y kne ganggu ngn mende2 halus wlpn lyana jasmay cm x seswai pgang watak wife.she's too young for that..n kudos to sabrina ali kot nme pmpuan tu.pndai gilos blakon watak ala2 psyco tuuu..so xde la rse rugi sgt duet tgk cte ni.opsss org blanje sbb tu xrugi..hehe




2.KDAI MAKAN
SEOUL GARDEN (ONE UTAMA)
hehe saje nk jgk review psl kdai ni.stelah memakse adek ksyangn pg,die tman jgk la.as usual la the beef superb.sodap gilos..tp bile pg 2 org rugi.both of us not a big eater.nk stay lame2 pn bnyk tmpt lg nk tuju after that.

BANGI KOPITIAM (TAMAN TTDI JAYA SHAH ALAM)
zaman mamak da bkurang at my housing area.skng ni abundant kopitiam plak kt sini.so bangi kopitiam is one of them la.y best kt cni bnyk tp y plg best cendol die!!again sodap gilosss.nk2 bile pg mkn pkul 11 malam di hari ujan.gigil2 makan tp hbs jgk!sedappp nye cendol tuuuu!

3.BERCUTI2AN
WORLD OF TAMBUN,PERAK.
hurmm ni sunway pny.smpi2 je perak straight away pg sane.tickets are rm38 for adult n rm32 for children.at first tgk price die ok la.tp bile da msok rse xbbaloi.our plan was nk maen2 bhgian rides n pmainan2 dulu then esoknye baru maen water park.but then rides die ade la dlm 5 kot.so after lunch we decided to tros mandi manda.again,xbnyk sgt bnd2 die.n overall the kawasan mmg kecik.dlm tu ade skali petting zoo,harimau n train.so better go to bukit merah or a famosa or sunway lagoon.way better.tp positive side of this place first,org x rmai,so mmg bley maen2 n no need to q pnjang2, 2nd bnyk kdai mkn melayu.so bley mkn tnpa was-was, 3rd tmpt tinggal dekat je..we njoy our holiday despite all that n bjaye bwk our mom n dad naek gelongsor golap tu!!!hehe

more pics after this!!

people and changes.

BERUBAH. eiii die ni x reti2 nk brubah ke? ak da muak ckp kt budak tu tp x jugak brubah2. die tu mmg, da bg nasehat puluh2 ribu pon bukan nk dengar so x yah la sushkn diri nk tegur2 die lg..

BERUBAH.hurm senang je sebot tp nk buat mmg susah.dri bnd2 kecik mcm kentut depan org,stadi last menet,smpi la ke bnd2 spt suke sgt lmbtkn solat.da jd tebiat.sush nk buang.alasn die, da dri dlu cm2.sush nk ubah.or da cube da brubah tp lame2 jd balek. urghhh kalo cm2 adekah diri ini akan teros hidup cmni smpi mati? bile diri nk maju?


no one said it is easy.i know myself.i've been there. in fact am still trying now.bnyk sgt lopong2 y perlu di betulkn. bnyk lg bnd nk kene blaja..bnd y duniawi pon dok hegeh2 mau blaja akhirat pe tah lg.kalo ditakdirkn mati tibe2,xtau la pe naseb kita ni.


jgn ckp je lebih tp usaha xdok.tp at least ad la jugak ckp dri x dok lngsung.tq kpd kwn2 y masih sudi ingtkn diri ini.slowly i hope i'll reach there one there!

abah ckp kalo nk enjoy exam,think of it as org keje dapat gaji.then u akan rase x sbr tunggu xam.budak dentist bnyk xam.so dpt bnyk gaji.::leading a pro-active life::

p/s:esok xam.otak kosong.jiwa kacau.duet x de = miskin dari sume sudut.
p/s/s:terima kasih kawan.kawan bukan masa seronok sahaja.
p/s/s/s:mahu jadi matang dengan pantas.

i'm still sane.i think.

a month of hell will soon be over..yet they'll come again in no time.exams i mean. but that aside, i'm europing this holiday!!bonjour paris!! hope everything will run smoothly..but bleurghhhhhh 3 more examssss..



congrats to all seniors y da jd doctors now. mase mmg cpt blalu bile kite tanak die pegi contohnye bile shari sbelom xam.baru bace 2-3 lecture out of 20++ tibe2 da malam.da malam kene la tido.lalu pegi xam tanpe hbs bace.sape suro mase cpt sgt.tp bile kite nk mase gerak laju2,xpulak jd.. conclusion,manusia mmg tatau bsyukur.dan demi masa.manusia mmg dlm kerugian.

1 year left (i hope!!).student life will be over.seeing my bestie da keje mcm nk nanges.she's in different world now.the AMANAH is bigger.for more us working with human.(lalu jom la amik forensic dentistry,mcm best).when u do bende y u suke,u'll enjoy it no matter how hard it get. i lost my interest now,need to grab it back before it start ruining everything..

ape y terkandung ari ini..

owh cik watermelon da 2ka layout lg.bagos2.. now to my story..urghhh the feeling just got mixed.

1.prosto!!this subject never fail to make me in hell.need patient fgs! n I AM REALLY DEPRESS.i kept thinking bout this matter every second of the time.. am truly scare of what gonna happen if i dont have patient by at least next month. aaaaaaaaaaa ( go n tarik2 rambot kat penjuru bilik)


2.yesterday aka 200310-super show 2 was a success!!!bangge ngn malaysian ELF.of coz a zea-llion jealousy 4 those y pegi.*coughcough kawan zehan* but really what fans did at the concert were super amazing.lpas spazzing ngn zehan,n bce sume fanexpernce,tgk fancam we just cant control the selves anymore.heenim is uber cute!!!!!nk jugak maen watergun ngn heechul or baling beg pink kt heechul lg or tgk abs siwon or men mate ngn yesung or mnari lagu chu~ dan banyk lagi...haih.hope they'll come again..

3.batuk y berterusan mmbuatkn saye x boley tido.ubat juge seperti tidak memberikan kesan y baek.nk cabot gigi pon susah.asik kene stop batuk.

4.up untill today i only extracted 1 tooth due to lazyness n kemalasan.n not to mention never did ID block(nk wat cmne pt cons sume gigi ats).so i was so kononye motivated to extract tooth in surgery clinic today.which i did.n its was not just tooth.teeth! i extracted 2 teeth n give ID block too..but i still think extraction is very ngeri!so try not to lose your teeth.

5.when i realize that it will be banyak lagi months before i can go back to malaysia makes me demotivated.bese la tu.kate dok obersi.msti la asik omsick..


6.the fact that right now i cant sleep!n esok 8am class!(da lame x ponteng)


p/s:asal la bile i nk update,u pn sebok update jgk!

The BackTeeth Boys

ok..who are they? as they claimed, they are the official boy band of the Melbourne Dental Student's Society (MDSS) of the University of Melbourne, Australia.

the O.H.I is the 2nd single after their debut back in 2008. i think they are cool..really cool.

O.H.I means Oral Hygiene Instructions. basically dealing with proper ways of brushing teeth, floss, mouthwash, diet and etc..

watching them make me think they are enjoying their life. i couldn't come up with such great idea.

maybe i am not entirely falling in love head over heels with dentistry yet. i need to give myself another chance. to start anew, to know deeper and to understand who dentistry truly is.

short update

i once ranted about how i dont really like children

and how i was too scared to even enter the pediatric clinic.

and now, alhamdulillah.. i manage to survive, so far..

hope things will get even better

i start doing the complete denture this sem..

after such a barely survive 1st sem..

i hope my denture going well,

even when i look at the cast, i already figure it out..

this is going to be a hard case

i want to be more rajin this sem

but so far, 1 and 1/2 week after the new sem began

nothing much have changed

i already got my new ipod

ipod nano 5th gen, purple in colour

kak anis said, my ipod looks like cadbury

tq to sykin

ok..i just bought 3 books

which exactly means, i 'ter' use my march pocket money

and there are 5 more days to say bye-bye to feb..

haih, i should really manage my budget la..

i didnt regret buying the books, but..

i should be really careful next time, note to myself

for money saving

we decided to make bento

we take our turn to make bento

today was my 1st turn doing the bento

i did sausages wrapped in tortilla bread

so we dont have to buy and wasting money unnecessarily

its money saving, aite?

tomorrow i hope my patient come to the clinic

continue the root canal treatment

i will call her tomorrow morning

root canal treatment is such a lengthy procedure

we need to do 2 to 3 appointments to finish

i really should stop now

i will update when i want to..

till then, jaa

LOVECINTASARANGAMOUR?

LOVE.bile x de u sebok cari,bile da dpt u get bored.when its not there u rase sepi,when its here u ran away.crite hndustan ckp say yes to relationship! u ckp im not ready.ape y u nk readykn nobody actually fhm.we rase u pn tatau.malays kate ati wanita brubah mcm psg surut air,u kate it changes in rhyme with ur breath.hbs tu tgu u mati baru ati nk consistent?u bgtau u takot nk open up ur heart,then y bother opening the pandora's?u said u have expectations,we said so what?like other people dont.langit ilahi wrote tidak dinamakan cinta jika melemparkan pasangan ke neraka.we say SETUJU! u bgtau u da pnt ngn sume ni,we advise GET OUT OF IT THEN..



P/S: hurmm wanita da kuasai pnjwatan awam kt msia..apekah?

menyampah!

for those overly sensitive people, stop being so. its not like you're the only one with feeling. like only you can be hurt. im sorry that i dont normally show how i feel but yeah me too have emotions to bear. people like you are annoying!

-

I'M A LONER.

lost.

just woke up.i read someone's blog.someone dear.or at least i thought she is.then only i realize im not a good friend.way far from best.suddenly loneliness strikes.there r so much i dont know bout her.the sufferings,sadness,despair she hide em all.i guess im no good enough for her to tell all that.cant blame her.i know im no better.but yes i do wanna be friend in need.sighing hard.


i do make mistakes.i repent.

p/s:esok troskn pjuangan mnampal gigi.smoga daku mjd asstnt y baek jgk.
p/s:im tired.but we just got to go trough all these.2more years to go.or less.
p/s:i shud be sleepin by now.
p/s:esok dpt mkn kt cafe just.ureshi!!

mixed

smlm saye x dpt tdo.rupe2 ad brite burok.nape diorg buat die cm2.saye nanges.sedey sangat.xpatot betol.judging people from their past smpi die kene lupekan all his dreams.kawan2 die msti sedih jugak.sume org jahat.saye benci org jahat.sekarang pon saye masih sedih.do come back to us!!!!!




p/s:kawn saye ad laptop baru,henpon baru,saye ad laptop lame,henpon lame.wlpon saye sedih arini,tp naseb baek saye jumpe kawn saye.saye pon hepi sikit.

seriously.

haih.it been long since i makan bnyk laok.home does feel like home. ahh how i wish this could last.no worries bout clinics n stuff i left there.home is wht i really need right now.

so long..

ramadhan kareem.

abang x habis-habis dengan donut abang..



another ramadhan,another chance,another life

It's coming

sabtu ni da kompem stat puasa
so, esok malam rmai2 gi terawih

allahumma ballighna ramadhan wa ila akhiruhu
ramadhan kareem
kullu 3am wa antum bikher

end

towards the end. end of all possibilities.

hmm...

tengok buzzer beat epi 5
gembiree

huhuh

da bli karpet
green-coloured
re-arrange bilek is on da way..

nak...

malas nak gi kelas
nak kne bli karpet
nak re-arrange bilek
da nak pose
da nak final exams
byk nak kne study
nak balek

funny!

it aint funny when the passion is lost
it aint funny when things stop to be meaningful
it aint funny when you stop working hard
it aint funny when everyday is nothing
it aint funny when you stop liking yourself
it aint funny when you want a different life
it aint funny when you lose faith


kyaa ku,i seriously have to start writing beautiful things la..

mahu balek.
markah prosto sikit.
stop giving us exams!
tamau masok clinic.
nak duet raye.