winter kembali lagi

its winter again.. a very unbright low productive season. the only good thing bout winter is winter sale which i got no time to go whilst juggling with exams.

good things dat happen before today :

1.duet da masok
2.patient brosto da ad ( ku i really wish u dpt dis nxt week)
3.im havin 2 weeks rest from cons
4.went shopping like gile aftr dpt duet
5.2pm is back.so nisa we're back in bisnes.

n of coz the unpleasnt things :

1.exams!!
2.tgk cite2 antu y x takot slps pnt donlod ( n i really mean cite2,plural!)
3. xdpt jwb soklan brosto ngn baek
4.missing my family
5.knowing my close friend lost his bro n his ayh is saket. (it hurts dat i couldnt do anythng)
6.me having same routine everyday.

owh ye, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BROTHER FAISAL.sorry kakak cant be there to bg hadiah.well dats a good side of duduk jaoh.hehe.may u have all happiness in the world n God bless!

all depressed

i am all depressed

tomorrow is paediatric clinic

i don't really like children

barely alive

i am almost to give up

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I'M A LONER.

been a month

it has been a month since then, me being a clinical student. i'm still hanging there. a lot to learn. a lot to practice. a lot to endure.

tired, yet interesting. i met many types of people, came in and out of the clinic. i met an ammu who promised me to be my patient, yet he didn't come (broke my heart, of course). my first patient of cons was very cooperative, i'm glad. n still i need to improve more on my arabic. to speak to children, it ain't that easy...

a lot of things happened. to be asked suddenly by doctor to explain how to give a mandibular anesthesia (my bad, came to clinic empty-minded). cried in prostho clinic in front of doctors (silly as it is sound, but yeah it happened). handed over my paedi patient to my arab friend because i was not ready to talk to children.

but then, while i am typing and re-reading this entry, i am smiling. i hope many more good things to come. off while smiling~