Sunday, March 29, 2009

when the soul depart~

do you have any idea how pathetic it is to receive a less-than-2min call saying that u just lost someone very dear to you?or the loneliness that strikes for not being able to be there?or how hopeless it is when we cant see the person's face for one last time?but of all what fear me the most is that as time goes by,her face will slowly faded,the warmth of her hands will be gone,the tender smile of her will be forgotten,all her love n care remain as history.thinking all this my heart hurts..

Fortune, fame, mirror vain
Gone insane, but the memory remain
Heavy rings on fingers wave
Another star denies the grave
See the nowhere crowd cry the nowhere tears of honour
Like twisted vines that grow
Hide and swallow mansions whole
And dim the light of an already faded prima donna
Fortune, fame, mirror vain, gone insane
Fortune, fame, mirror vain, gone insane
But the memory remains
Heavy rings hold cigarettes
Up to lips that time forgets
While the Hollywood sun sets behind your back
And can't the band play on
Just listen, they play my song
Ash to ash, dust to dust
Fade to black
Fortune, fame, mirror vain, gone insane
Fortune, fame, mirror vain, gone insane
Dance little tin goddess
Drift away, fade away
Little tin goddess
Ash to ash, dust to dust
Fade to black
Fortune, fame, mirror vain, gone insane
Fortune, fame, mirror vain, gone insane
But the memory remains
Ash to ash, dust to dust
Fade to black, the memories remain, yeah
To this faded prima donna
Dance little tin goddess dance
Say yes - at least say hello

::i'll live on with the memories::
::death dont wait::
(smoga roh wan ditempatkan bsama orang2 soleh-al-fatihah)

Friday, March 27, 2009


hmm..i was supposed to write the 2nd part of our journey to dead sea last bad..i really wanted to..but, things happened..and at last, forgot bout it already..hee *grin*

so, nak kne smbg ke? hmm, rsenye tak yah la..all bout dat trip had been mentioned by sykin..she wrote bout it nicely..

but, pe purpose post kali ni? hmm..let me think for a sec..

ha..baru teringat..i have been tagged by kak nik..sori kak nik..da lame baru nak bad, jom..

1) tunjukkan gambar muka depan buku yg awak baca baru kejap td sblum ngadap pc

as u all see.. the title is The Secret Dreamworld of a Shopaholic.. senanye, takde la just before ngadap pc sy bace buku just dat im in the middle of reading dis very book aside from textbook of oral pathology, hee

2) citer ar skit pasal buku tu!

nak cter pe eh..overally, dis story bout rebecca bloomwood who is a shopaholic..she tends to shop even she's indebted..till the last part i read, she even hid a pair of jeans from customer just cuz she's dying to buy dat jeans! can u all imagine how her life would be? wanna know more, just go grab dat book n read it..da story is nice, fun and wut else..worth ur tyme..

3) Anda minat atau tpaksa baca buku tu? ni mmg novelholic..tapi sejak 2 menjak (sejak dtg bumi Jordan) ni, da makin kurang plak, i decided to bring back dis 'lovely' hobby of la, membaca kan jambatan ilmu..kuang3

tapi, disebabkan masa yg tak brape nak cukop..tu tak habes2 lagi bace buku ni..nak kte tebal, tak tebal mane pon..kre kalo i put all my efforts into this, mesti da lame da khatam..hehe

4) cabar sekurang2nya 4 org jawab tag anda!

dis one, sy tak bley nak cabar smpi 4 org kot..sbb tak reti la.. but yg terlintas nak tag is my adek, kak lang, you've been tagged!!

huh~ akhernye dapat jgk siapkan dis tag..thnx to kak nik..haha

till then, jaa

Thursday, March 26, 2009


according to fan is an enthusiastic devotee, follower, or admirer of a sport, pastime, or celebrity
but hey,there are MAJOR diffrnces btwn SUPPORTING fan n loving fan yerk.

supporting fan : 1)dont care to naek some crappy bus as long as they drives audi.
loving fan : love their audi
supporting fan : 2)wait 2 weeks for their album to arrive
loving fan : 2)wait 2 hours to download their full album
supporting fan : 3)broke like hell
loving fan :3)got enough money to eat
supporting fan : 4)make them richer
loving fan :4)love to see their 'richness'
supporting fan : 5)pissed off when 5min after their album is out,people already downloaded it. loving fan : 5)thanking the people who ripped it.
supporting fan : 6)buy their rm92 official calendar
loving fan : 6)print out their pic frm internet
supporting fan : 7)cried when u got no money to buy their full-of-soul album
loving fan : 7)no worry.there's always 4shared!
supporting fan : 8)LOVE & SUPPORT THEM
loving fan : 8) love them

dedicated to all cassies n high skool, lets support them!
kamu juge ye rakan2!

i'm insanely broke!!!!!

Saturday, March 21, 2009


yesterday aka friday we finally made our trip to dead sea.ku was very nice offering to call the pak cik for us(tq yaa.)around 8am we gather but then we figured the van had no seats at the me n kuzai decided to seat at the way-to-big-bonet y dilengkapi with so much comfortable carpet.kteowng siap guling2 kt blakang tu.then we arrived there n of coz the 1st thing to do makan!!sdang sume immersed in food, nisa suddenly said,'bestnye dpt picnic ngn owng y kte..(sudden stop) rapat'.i knw u wanna say SAYANG.haha.but thats totally true, best fren = happiness. then we played beach ball tp x smpi 5 min,bola tu da hanyut x smpat nk kjar bcoz of the wind y kuat gle(agknye da smpi palestine kot bola tu).bye-bye beach ball.

as we sronok2 floating,tbe2 nisa pny kaki bleeding sbb batu2 y amat tajam itu,mira plax da sakit2,so they both pon naek la,leaving me n kuzai je.after we got mud face n telan almost half of the xtremely masin air laot mati,we both pon naek.then we took bnyk gle pic ignoring eyes y tgk kehairanan.around 2pm balek..i really hope mira,zehan,nisa,kuzai,n ku enjoy it as much as i enjoy myself.(saving some part of the story 4 ku ;P)

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Hepy Belated Besday Kak, akak skng da 22 tahun..hehe..bile ditny kak ummu pe perasaan..dy kte sdey pasal dis is the last single besday..pasal pe? haha..pasal, da very next besday, kak ummu da tak pegang da title single ni..maka wujudlah Mrs. Jamil aka Puan Ummu..haha (jgn marah ye kak ummu, nnti kne jual) my wish..smoge akak dan kehidupan akak sntiasa di bwh rahmat-Nya..
till then, jaa..
msg 1 : kak ummu, cepat2 bg ktorg ank sedare..hehe
msg 2 : cter voice yg sykin promote mmg best..!!
msg 3 : sykin nak amek forensic? hmm..
msg 4 : eita is damn adorable..haha


voice.japanese dorama.

the story revolve around 5 medical student that chose forensic field. each episode is bout how they find the so called 'voice of the dead'.a very interesting story but of course you wont get to see the autopsy n stuff.with 5 diffnrt personalities,they go thru the same path together,which is so much like wht we are doing the super hot main actor,eita is so damn adorable.this series is still ongoing in japan but i think the last episode will be aired nxt week.(sape nk ckp yerk :p)

::lantas tros trase nk amik forensic::

Friday, March 13, 2009

the so called 'working out'

we had this little trip to our uni court today.could see a lot of new faces but we decided to stick to our own circle.we had great time together as we played "getah"(didnt know this game cause so much exhaustion), badminton,pocho2 (is it even a game?),the not-so-mirotic-dance,also some other children-like games.felt like old times though. its amazing how we can be so happy n delightful while surrounded by the people we love.i will totally choose to be with 1 of my bestie instead of around 10strangers(other people dont matter).its such a miraculous fate how we could meet a stranger at one time but now they become an important element in our daily they said,friends come and gone but only true friend left footsteps.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

here it is..

here it is.. spring is coming.. org kte bunga kat atas ni bunga sakura.. bile tgk pon, mmg mcm bunga sakura.. nice,heh..

dgn ni, maka bye2 la winter,haha..syok2..bile ckp pasal winter je, muke tros biru..knape? haha

ari ni, result spm 08 kuar.. tahniah buat kak lang da berjaye abeskan zaman persekolahan.. walo ape pon, sentiasa jadi hamba yg bersyukur,ok..

rasenye takat ni dulu..

till then,jaa..

Monday, March 9, 2009

1st post from me!!

salam alaik..may u been blessed~

haha, i gave sykin honour to post da 1st, i kinda a gud girl, ne..haha
hmm, maka dgn ini, terlancarlah blog kami..
well..da purpose has been told by sykin..
so, hope u all having gud tyme here..
rajen2 la melawat, leave loads of comments and always keep in touch, ok..

till then, jaa~


1st post!
getting dis honour makes me uber ureshi.well as u can see dis blog consist of 2 bloggers.hurmm main prpose of this blog is to connect both of us and also to xpress everythng dat we think of.from totally educational to the other side of intelligence(quote frm dr.biostat).thats all for now ;)