Sunday, November 21, 2010


Greetings!!!! it's been a while.

1stly congrats to our beloved amouni y da slmt diijabkabul raya ari2.sile la jd isteri solehah y mnjage kehormatan diri n suami ok! besar tanggunjawab tuu..

well along the process nk prepare her wedding mcm2 bnd dpt belajar n took into our small life guidance book.

1.TOLERANCE a simple word yet very sush utk diapply. well this is reality we have to face.not all people able to give in n tolerate.but what more interesting was that at the end of the day the moral we concluded was being too bertolak ansur in everything can be pretty tiring for both mental n body. grrr smpi bnyk la pahala2 free da terkorban bile mulut da merungut2..rugi2..seb baek Tuhan terus tegur,kalo x lg karung2 la dosa.

2.KAWEN.bak kate cik tembikai bila da smpi mse y ditetapkan insyAllah Allah bukak jln.smooth je sume2.selagi belum smpi mase tu la y rase susah je sume bende.btol2 i totally no need to rush things.jodoh n maut sume da ditentukan.but thing that fear me the most is b4 wedding.takot tjebak dgn cinta haram saje..waaaa!

3.its fun being around people u care n love.owh ni xdok kaitan dgn wedding tu.or maybe ad la sket.hehe


zaman muda-mudi dulu...saye rindu zaman2 kite lab bertige ni!!!!

susah mmg susah

susah nk phm org
susah lg nk bg org phm kite

susah nk ckp pe y kite rase
susah lg nk bg org terima pe y kte ckp

susah nk sesuaikan diri
susah lg nk jd diri sendri

susah nk xam
susah lg nk strt study!!! aaaaaa

Sunday, October 10, 2010

IM IN LOVE...again!

cheongmal kakkoi (excessive language abuse!!)


Saturday, October 2, 2010

who am i?

i need to find that back
who am i?

Saturday, September 18, 2010


how demam during holidays will affect u:

1.u cannot mkn bnyk2 during raya
2.ur parents hav 2 bwk u pg clinic ulang2 kali
3.u cannot keluar with kawan2
4.u kena makan bnyk ubat bnyk kali
5.u dapat risaukan sume org the end of holidays u realize u didnt get much of the cuti n u get lonely thinking bout it!!

waaaaaa nk balek msia semule!!!!!!!

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Going Back

We're going back today. Pray for our safe journey.

Bye2 Irbed. Just for 3 weeks though.

Monday, August 23, 2010

If you get 8A's..

Salam all. This entry is specially dedicated to my PMR candidate younger brother, Lutfi.

Me : If only you get 8A's, ask me anything (well, of course there is some limit), and I'll give it to you.
Him : Only 8A's? how about 5, 6 or 7 A's?
Me : No a chance. ONLY and ONLY 8A's. What do you want?
Him : Hmm, a watch?
Me : Up to you. I'm thinking of buying you an iPod shuffle but then if that is your wish, i have no point to argue.

My purpose of this 'bribe' is just a mere booster to him. Maybe for now, it seems like a 'bribe'. But then, who knows, maybe he'll be doing his best not for this thing, but for himself.

I think, (from my point of view) this is the best thing I can do for him since I can not do anything else better from here.

And I am wishing him all the best. May success be his greatest reward.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Ramadhan Kareem

When the month of Ramadhan starts,
the gates of the heaven are opened
and the gates of hell are closed,
and the devils are chained.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

people and changes.

BERUBAH. eiii die ni x reti2 nk brubah ke? ak da muak ckp kt budak tu tp x jugak brubah2. die tu mmg, da bg nasehat puluh2 ribu pon bukan nk dengar so x yah la sushkn diri nk tegur2 die lg..

BERUBAH.hurm senang je sebot tp nk buat mmg susah.dri bnd2 kecik mcm kentut depan org,stadi last menet,smpi la ke bnd2 spt suke sgt lmbtkn solat.da jd tebiat.sush nk buang.alasn die, da dri dlu cm2.sush nk ubah.or da cube da brubah tp lame2 jd balek. urghhh kalo cm2 adekah diri ini akan teros hidup cmni smpi mati? bile diri nk maju?

no one said it is easy.i know myself.i've been there. in fact am still trying now.bnyk sgt lopong2 y perlu di betulkn. bnyk lg bnd nk kene blaja..bnd y duniawi pon dok hegeh2 mau blaja akhirat pe tah lg.kalo ditakdirkn mati tibe2,xtau la pe naseb kita ni.

jgn ckp je lebih tp usaha at least ad la jugak ckp dri x dok lngsung.tq kpd kwn2 y masih sudi ingtkn diri ini.slowly i hope i'll reach there one there!

abah ckp kalo nk enjoy exam,think of it as org keje dapat gaji.then u akan rase x sbr tunggu xam.budak dentist bnyk dpt bnyk gaji.::leading a pro-active life::

p/s:esok xam.otak kosong.jiwa kacau.duet x de = miskin dari sume sudut.
p/s/s:terima kasih kawan.kawan bukan masa seronok sahaja.
p/s/s/s:mahu jadi matang dengan pantas.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

future and me

I've known this senior for her motivation. she's a very motivational person i have ever met. if you're about to ask this person what she's gonna be in 3,5, and 10 years ahead, she already had the pictures in mind. she always said, plan your future because as you are planning, actually you have goals you want to accomplish and you'll eventually strive for them.

i did try to be as motivational as her. i tried to plan, imagine, and think what and who i am in the future. unfortunately i couldn't. maybe i am not ambitious enough. maybe the trying was not enough. i don't know. but in the end, i still blame myself for not being ambitious enough to pursue all these things.

i am going to be a final year dental student in a month time. honestly and truthfully speaking, i am scared. afraid. anxious. excited is absolutely a big no. time is definitely running out. i have to start studying again. study with all my might like i did 5 years ago during spm. huh, ages. wish good luck to me.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010


it's the 100th


Friday, June 11, 2010

i'm still sane.i think.

a month of hell will soon be over..yet they'll come again in no time.exams i mean. but that aside, i'm europing this holiday!!bonjour paris!! hope everything will run smoothly..but bleurghhhhhh 3 more examssss..

congrats to all seniors y da jd doctors now. mase mmg cpt blalu bile kite tanak die pegi contohnye bile shari sbelom xam.baru bace 2-3 lecture out of 20++ tibe2 da malam.da malam kene la tido.lalu pegi xam tanpe hbs bace.sape suro mase cpt bile kite nk mase gerak laju2,xpulak jd.. conclusion,manusia mmg tatau bsyukur.dan demi masa.manusia mmg dlm kerugian.

1 year left (i hope!!).student life will be over.seeing my bestie da keje mcm nk nanges.she's in different world now.the AMANAH is bigger.for more us working with human.(lalu jom la amik forensic dentistry,mcm best).when u do bende y u suke,u'll enjoy it no matter how hard it get. i lost my interest now,need to grab it back before it start ruining everything..

Thursday, May 27, 2010

quote of the day

If Allah is with you, then whom do you have to fear?

If Allah is against you, then what hope do you have?

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

the once-upon-a-time hobby of mine

ok. just now i visited a friend's blog. she wrote about filling her time with reading. nice one, heh. reading. i used to like reading. used to. past tense.

why? i don't know. maybe half of my leisure time have been filled with movies? or blame the surrounding which is the limited supply of reading materials here in Jordan (alasan saje)? or maybe the 24-hours internet service? or maybe i unconsciously gradually dislike reading? or maybe people around me prefer doing something else instead of reading (how dare you blame others. matila kene nanti)? or i prefer stick to my iPod rather than stick to my novel (eleh, mcm tak bulehje baca while listening to iPod)? do you notice all this unreasonable reasons got nothing to do with study (haha this shows yang aku tak study)?

just ranting. i miss those times. i want to start reading back. bye. i got exams. 8 more to go.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Selamat Hari Guru

Jika hari ini seorang Perdana Menteri berkuasa,
Jika hari ini seorang Raja menaiki takhta,
Jika hari ini seorang Presiden sebuah negara,
Jika hari ini seorang ulama yang mulia,
Jika hari ini seorang peguam menang bicara,
Jika hari ini seorang penulis terkemuka,
Jika hari ini siapa sahaja menjadi dewasa;
Sejarahnya dimulakan oleh seorang guru biasa,
Dengan lembut sabarnya mengajar tulis-baca.

-Usman Awang-

specially dedicated to all teachers

Tadika Islam Datuk Keramat
Sek Keb Jalan Gurney 1
Sek Ren Agama Kg. Datuk Keramat
Sek Men Agama Persekutuan Labu
Jordan University of Science and Technology

Thursday, April 8, 2010


apekah y dimaksudkn dgn ketahanan mental?
adekah being able to tahan bile kene marah?
atau boley buat spt xde pape y jadi when u fail after working hard?
or when u feel dat sume keje keras x dhargai?
and bile u rse mcm u r the most stupidest person ever tp kene jgk move on?

urghh if yes i rather be with no perasaan at all.susahnye la blaja.bukan stakat membace je,nk kne please all the lecturers,buat sume keje kat patient betol2,blaja bahasa,sebok cari patient sini sane,uruskan duet ngn rumahtangga..fuh rse bnyk sgt beban ats kpale.mmg mcm bionic woman da.owh ni bukan mrungut tp mengsort out kn tnggungjawab2 y ade.

one of my arab fren ckp,she's already at her limit.but i just cant be at my limit now.more hurdles will come.more shit will i have to listen to.but im no supergirl(ala2 lagu super jr m).i too wanna be just a regular girl who cries bile kene marah.then people will come n comforting lollipop ke barbie ke nk pujuk.aaahhh i do wanna be little girl again!

in time like this i really need my people to be around me.i really miss them now..
owh glad after mrungut2 kt mu!
y u hav 2 be dat jaoh from me!
punching bag is be glad!
owhohoho sing 4 me bebeh!n all my worries will gone..
dis person?i just need to look at his pic n im all fine now!

p/s:jom give up dentistry n amik performing arts.boley jd pelakon!best2
p/s/s:now i officially hate prosthodontics.sekian

Thursday, April 1, 2010

just something to share with

ok salam and all *gaye mcm rmai je baca*

ari tu call umi n ayah..called many times tapi takde org angkat..aik, apesal? n then try lagi baru la umi angkat. she said, 'tadi umi n ayah silent nset, kursus haji'. alhamdullilah..i don't know when is the exact time their turns to go there, but praised to Allah. dan sgt berharap semuanya dipermudahkan.

menunaikan haji is the 5th rukun islam. syaratnya wajib bagi yang mampu. i know, a huge sum of money is needed to go there. that's why it is compulsory to those yg mampu sahaja.

tapi, jgn lah kita kata kita tak mampu, tapi kita sendiri takde usaha ke arah itu. let me rephrase my ayat. even now kita tak mampu, but at least we have effort to do so. at the very least menabung dan menyimpanlah. takpe kalau sedikit pon. usaha yang Allah pandang.

well, i read about this issue somewhere and i wrote it here so i can share it with you guys. saya pon baru je mcm mendapat kesedaran jugak.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Happy Belated Birthday!!

haa, whose birthday is it?


rupa2nya blog kami ni da capai umur setahun..kehkeh

bila check2 balek td, rupa2nya the 1st ever post been posted

was on 9th march 2009..

sorry blog, happy belated!!

haha, even the umur da pon mencecah setahun ++
post tak sampai 100 pon lagi..hikhik

Do you love your parents?

if yes, to those who's not reciting this do'a after every prayer, you may start now. it is never too late.

Maksudnya : Ya Allah! Ampunilah bagiku segala dosaku dan juga dosa dua ibu bapaku dan kasihanilah mereka keduanya sebagaimana mereka memelihara dan mendidikku di masa kecil.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

ape y terkandung ari ini..

owh cik watermelon da 2ka layout lg.bagos2.. now to my story..urghhh the feeling just got mixed.

1.prosto!!this subject never fail to make me in hell.need patient fgs! n I AM REALLY DEPRESS.i kept thinking bout this matter every second of the time.. am truly scare of what gonna happen if i dont have patient by at least next month. aaaaaaaaaaa ( go n tarik2 rambot kat penjuru bilik)

2.yesterday aka 200310-super show 2 was a success!!!bangge ngn malaysian ELF.of coz a zea-llion jealousy 4 those y pegi.*coughcough kawan zehan* but really what fans did at the concert were super amazing.lpas spazzing ngn zehan,n bce sume fanexpernce,tgk fancam we just cant control the selves anymore.heenim is uber cute!!!!!nk jugak maen watergun ngn heechul or baling beg pink kt heechul lg or tgk abs siwon or men mate ngn yesung or mnari lagu chu~ dan banyk lagi...haih.hope they'll come again..

3.batuk y berterusan mmbuatkn saye x boley tido.ubat juge seperti tidak memberikan kesan y baek.nk cabot gigi pon susah.asik kene stop batuk.

4.up untill today i only extracted 1 tooth due to lazyness n kemalasan.n not to mention never did ID block(nk wat cmne pt cons sume gigi ats).so i was so kononye motivated to extract tooth in surgery clinic today.which i did.n its was not just tooth.teeth! i extracted 2 teeth n give ID block too..but i still think extraction is very ngeri!so try not to lose your teeth.

5.when i realize that it will be banyak lagi months before i can go back to malaysia makes me demotivated.bese la tu.kate dok obersi.msti la asik omsick..

6.the fact that right now i cant sleep!n esok 8am class!(da lame x ponteng)

p/s:asal la bile i nk update,u pn sebok update jgk!

At Last..

haha..hari ni nak belagak sket..sket je..tak kesah la kalo korg rase, 'ek eleh ni pon nak belagak'..yg penting aku bahagia muahahaha

haha kalo korg de pasan la kan..kat wishboard aku de wish for ifrogz radioactive headphone kaler ungu..haha akhernye wish aku tercapai jugak..tapi kaler ungu tu takde la..kalo merah la tapi..

ha..nape la aku nak sgt kan headphone kaler ungu..pasal nak kasi match la ngan aku nye ipod nye kaler..tapi ungu takde kan..merah pon ok je..

haha..ini saje..bye..

Monday, March 15, 2010


owh slpas chaos mailbox daku menerime komenan gmbr2 kami di aqaba n wadi rum,i finally bkk my fb accnt.siap slh2 pswrd lg.blame me not coz i was too mls but now im getting use to it.rse mcm kne bli facebook for dummies plak.. ok dats not the point.wht i realize after almst half day on fb is, i always been jealous of other people's life but mine.or to be more precise i dont apprciate what i have now hence just complaining n griefing bout wht is not i came 2 realize that instead,i should just have fun with everythng i got cause life's too short.nanti nyesal xsudah.

p/s:so dear friends jom la kte njoy same2 yerk wlpn joden ni hampes tp lets make memoirs!! 1 n half year more to go n our keremajaan will be over.lpas ni tgk gigi jo la..

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Aqabah and Wadi Rum

i went to aqabah and wadi rum last friday. the trip almost cancelled due to some people's selfish attitude. i quote my friend's saying, "they think about ppl that don't want to go. they didn't think about ppl who are excited to go."

yeah basically the trip was planned as our batch trip. at the end there were only 5 of us. but because we were really wanna go there, we continued the plan despite lack of ppl.

but then, i was really grateful there were only 5 of us. we were having the best of times there. we enjoyed ourselves to the max.


Friday, March 5, 2010

The BackTeeth Boys

ok..who are they? as they claimed, they are the official boy band of the Melbourne Dental Student's Society (MDSS) of the University of Melbourne, Australia.

the O.H.I is the 2nd single after their debut back in 2008. i think they are cool..really cool.

O.H.I means Oral Hygiene Instructions. basically dealing with proper ways of brushing teeth, floss, mouthwash, diet and etc..

watching them make me think they are enjoying their life. i couldn't come up with such great idea.

maybe i am not entirely falling in love head over heels with dentistry yet. i need to give myself another chance. to start anew, to know deeper and to understand who dentistry truly is.

because i'm bored

ok..done changing the background template..
feels like forever using the orange yellowish one..
and it's time for some changing..

Monday, March 1, 2010

because i don't have anything to do now

i feel like writing bout our bento project
today is my turn. i woke up at 1.30 am just to make bihun goreng
waaa i feel like a devoted friend haha
nah, acah je..actually i knocked off early last night
so when i ter-woke up at 1, i couldn't bring myself to continue sleeping
so, instead of wasting time doing nothing, i better get moving
and now, i already finished cooking
but its already past my sleep time

things need to be done today
  1. need to seek a doctor.. well my lymph nodes seem to be showing abnormalities but i don't have fever, malaise or anything strange
  2. do the lab work.. haih this one really la.. and i'll be doing baseplate and wax rim today.. what a tiresome works. oh before that, i have to pour some stone to the master cast to make the base.
ok basically this 2 are the major things need to be done.. wish me luck

Thursday, February 25, 2010

not so motivation.

.dentistry.we shed blood,tears and sacrifices.. was it really worth it?

be strong guys.shit happens!

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

short update

i once ranted about how i dont really like children
and how i was too scared to even enter the pediatric clinic.
and now, alhamdulillah.. i manage to survive, so far..
hope things will get even better

i start doing the complete denture this sem..
after such a barely survive 1st sem..
i hope my denture going well,
even when i look at the cast, i already figure it out..
this is going to be a hard case

i want to be more rajin this sem
but so far, 1 and 1/2 week after the new sem began
nothing much have changed

i already got my new ipod
ipod nano 5th gen, purple in colour
kak anis said, my ipod looks like cadbury
tq to sykin

ok..i just bought 3 books
which exactly means, i 'ter' use my march pocket money
and there are 5 more days to say bye-bye to feb..
haih, i should really manage my budget la..
i didnt regret buying the books, but..
i should be really careful next time, note to myself

for money saving
we decided to make bento
we take our turn to make bento
today was my 1st turn doing the bento
i did sausages wrapped in tortilla bread
so we dont have to buy and wasting money unnecessarily
its money saving, aite?

tomorrow i hope my patient come to the clinic
continue the root canal treatment
i will call her tomorrow morning
root canal treatment is such a lengthy procedure
we need to do 2 to 3 appointments to finish

i really should stop now
i will update when i want to..
till then, jaa

Monday, February 22, 2010


LOVE.bile x de u sebok cari,bile da dpt u get bored.when its not there u rase sepi,when its here u ran away.crite hndustan ckp say yes to relationship! u ckp im not ready.ape y u nk readykn nobody actually fhm.we rase u pn tatau.malays kate ati wanita brubah mcm psg surut air,u kate it changes in rhyme with ur breath.hbs tu tgu u mati baru ati nk consistent?u bgtau u takot nk open up ur heart,then y bother opening the pandora's?u said u have expectations,we said so what?like other people dont.langit ilahi wrote tidak dinamakan cinta jika melemparkan pasangan ke neraka.we say SETUJU! u bgtau u da pnt ngn sume ni,we advise GET OUT OF IT THEN..

P/S: hurmm wanita da kuasai pnjwatan awam kt msia..apekah?

Sunday, February 14, 2010


k guys, since i promised to post something about syria, here you go.

my trip was 24 jan to 28 jan. this trip was my 1st time to syria. even some of my friends already go there twice and even three times.

well syria is definitely colder than jordan. i think throughout my journey there, i was in constant shivering. haha pardon my exaggeration. but you do get my meaning, right? i don't like winter. so i can say i enjoyed the trip but not at max. maybe if the weather was a little bit warmer, ....... maybe.

i went through the pics and found very little worthy to be my fave.

this pic is my most fave. taken in qal'atul salah ad-din in latakia.

this is the side view of the qal'ah.

syria is a beautiful country. i'd been yearning to go there and i did. i will go there again if there's chance. insya-Allah.

new sem begin

today is the 1st day of 2nd semester. 5 weeks winter break seems not enough. there were so much things need to be done during the break but unfortunately, i didn't. i spent the 1st 2 weeks in my room, doing nothing except wasting times. haha. as if i have nothing to worry about. and the 3rd week, i went to syria. and the last 2 weeks, i spent them in egypt. and so, my 5 weeks winter break ended without me doing all the things need to be done. i need to sort out all the notes before classes and clinics begin. but then again, there's no use regretting now since i am the one at fault for failing to manage my holiday. but nonetheless, i am not that regret (just a little) since i have a wonderful and worthy holiday.

Friday, January 29, 2010


hmm..i just got back from syria last night..a 5 days trip really make my body ran out of energy..i feel like sleeping all day long but unfortunately i can't..i have to get ready real early tomorrow because i will fly to egypt for another tour..tired yet worthy..

updates and pictures of syria will be uploaded, Ensha-Allah once i settle down..

see u guys soon in egypt

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

she is finally 22!!!!!!!!!

hepi 22nd birthday to ku siti farhana!!!!!!! nnt i bg ur birthday presnt yer.bought u an ipod. hope u like it.haha..cpt blk suria n updates ok.i mean pictures!!!!!!! pape pon slmt ari jadi.may Allah bless u slalu!!!

p/s:dat cake wat meant 4 my dear jj ok..

Friday, January 15, 2010

Happy Belated Birthday

happy belated birthday to salma


semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki


i'm in a mood for watching anime now
but the problem is i don't know any decent anime suitable to be watched
i want something funky as ouran and yamato nadeshiko
or something thrilling as fullmetal
or something enjoyable like prince of tennis

ughhh, any recommendation guys?

p/s to sykin: tried searching for what you recommending me, but search result was zero

Monday, January 11, 2010

My Little Brother

i went thru my latest pictures collection which exactly mean last sept (eid fitr) during my last holiday in malaysia. celebrating eid with family really brought different meaning but that's not the main point here.

i want to share a little story about my little brother. he's now a 3rd former. i noticed one of his behavior that really make me worry about him. if there is something that he's not satisfy with, he just keep it inside himself. not letting others know. he'll bottle everything inside and act as nothing happened and smile. and when i asked him, he'll just say, "nah, it's ok. nothing to worry about".

i always wonder..what kind of man will he become?

4 my jordan babe.

dis is the name tag.

ini mousepad.


my lovely minnie!!!

i soo love the kedai!!!!

Selamat Hari Lahir


for my besfren half around the globe

i'm wishing you 'happy birthday, dear'

may your life blessed with all the happiness the world can offer

and the best of everything

sweet 21~

Thursday, January 7, 2010

sorry i'm late

happy new year

de azam baru? me still searching and thinking

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

its here...

yeay hols is finally here.gosh i've been longing for this cuti since ever. clinical year is very tiring.we've been working our ass like hell.(please pardon my choice of works!) n now im in bahrain airport waiting for flight to malaysia. ooo yeah home sweet wht i have 2 do is take long break and have a good rest b4 another semester strt.(haih there's always new sem after another)

p/s:buat org tu,jgn rindu ye nnt sbulan x de org call.slmt pg suria n egypt!!